|Deviant Login||Shop||Join deviantART for FREE||Take the Tour|
Burning here in my room feeling that the wall is closing in on me.
The darkness pulls me to it.
Everywhere I go you are there standing in the background.
The further I get the more this urge to turn around pulls on me.
Tell me who you are I am spellbound.
You can't have this control on me
Everywhere I go I am spellbound.
Voices in my head ever whispering you name, and things about you to me.
Standing out in the night hearing its call as it waits for me.
This unusual feeling and thoughts of you burst forth into my mind.
I give into the urge letting the spell pull me to you.
I will break this control you have on me.
~strong feeling .spellbound .strong force~
Unseen Pain Becomes Seen
She walks the school halls as her depression moves like a fog with her down the hall.
As the day rolls by it slowly takes the form of a cloud rising above her head.
She makes her way into her class laying her head down on the desk trying to gather her thoughts.
Other girls call her emo and freak treating her like an outcast.
They stick harsh and cruel little signs on her locker.
She rips the signs off her locker feeling hurt badly as she grabs her books rushing off to her next class.
Tears rush down her cheeks as she moves down the hall to class.
Her vision blurs as more tears stream down her cheeks when she enters the room.
The teacher is unaware of her pain and the tears she sheds.
As the teacher steps outside the door she lays her head down on the desk.
Her classmates pour into the room staring at her, giver the harshest looks in her direction.
Thoughts of ending it rush through her mind.
She begins to cry placing her hands on her head wishing to be left alone.
Some of her classmate
Nightmare's so real, so powerful, and scary.
She awakes screaming, crying out in fright from them.
Her eyes dart around the room hoping her parents didn't hear her.
She pushes her pillow into the corner of the bed and wall.
Then she sits back on her pillow as she pulls the covers up to her face brushing the tears of fright away.
She wishes for the dreams to stop and just leave her be.
No one knows why she doesn't spend the night with other, but they all ask for her to.
She is afraid that they will find out, they will know as she cries out in her sleep.
The fear of being an outcast, called names made fun of looked down on always loom over her head.
~where is the angel when you need them the most~
Depressed teen lays his head down on the desk in class.
Everyone always picks on him, pushing him to the edge.
He lays his head down onto the desk listening to the giggles and harsh words of those around him.
They carry their conversations on unaware that he is messed up on the inside.
His emotions flow and rolling around like a roaring sea.
He feels left out, alone, throw away like an outcast that doesn't fit in.
The teacher doesn't see that he is in pain and suffering so much.
His so called friends either know or choose not to see it.
They just walk on like it's nothing to them.
He just wants to be happy, but he can't.
Others are too blind to see that something is eating him alive.
~make the suffering stop and the sadness float away~
Brothers to the End
We were just normal soldiers in an army.
Then out life's changed dramatically.
We fight strange enemy on our own ground.
They are a strong and formidable enemy.
We bring in our heavy weapons.
Fire mortars destroying and scattering there lines as they scream and yell "Sky Fire".
They let out blood curdling screams, shrieks, squalls, and hisses.
The Hammer of Dawn helps use out with their larger beast they send for us.
We take in new recruits trying to tip the balance of the war.
My brothers and I kill many of their kind, but we sustain heavy losses.
They come at use in battle like roaring waves of an anger ocean.
We believe that we can turn the tide with a weapon called the Lightmass bomb.
But we where sadly mistaken.
We only send the bomb to their door step not doing much damage.
We awakened a great beast called the Riftworm from its slumber.
This great beast was commanded by Skorge the High Priest of the Kantus and general of their armies.
The Riftworm set out sinking our cities and w
You are blind to what is happening around you.
Your surround yourself with others that never come around, and show you false affections.
They show you false affection fooling you into believing you are close to them.
You see them as friends but they are demons your true friends are right there in front of you.
You shun your real friends and push them away to take up arms with a demon.
They try to talk to you, but you just ignore them like they were invisible.
They stand there waiting for you as true friends do, but they can't wait forever.
Yet you blow them off, and one by one they fade away into the shadows.
~what you have now will fade away into the darkness unless you hold on to it~
Why do I do this stuff to myself?
Why do I always feel invisible to everyone?
Why do I cut my self and take pills to make myself thin.
I dye my hair and color my skin to make them notice me.
Even I walk a wire they still don't see me.
But I am invisible to them all.
Every day I try to look my best even though on the inside I am a mess.
But everyone, see's what I can't be.
Sometimes when I'm alone I pretend I am normal with friends.
I pretend they understand me and they love me for who I am.
It almost believable it's almost so real to touch to me and be able to hope for.
But then I open my eyes seeing it nothing, but a dream.
~Just to fit in and to be seen.~
Through New Eyes
To see with eyes unclouded with hate and fear.
That would be a thing of the gods.
Humans only wish for this ability but can never grasp it.
To see the world for what it truly is with these eyes.
That would mean seeing all the bad in the world but also all the good.
To see all this would leave u stunned and surprised.
~To see with eyes unclouded~
Joy comes in many forms that we touch, see, and hear every day.
But the one joy that most people want in their life is there one.
There one is what most people in life fine joy in.
Some see them as just toys, but others see them as someone that can turn their world around.
There love is the one that holds them, comforts them and love's them for who they truly are.
Lovers can turn a bad day into a good one with a couple words or motions.
They can pull you up when you are down.
They can also show you the light when you have lost your way.
But there is one question that people need to ask themselves and others.
Who is their light when all other lights go out?
~light the way through the dark tunnel~
Through Her Eyes
You are a sweet and cute boy that floats through my mind.
Your smile brightens my day feeling me with joy that is one of a kind.
My funny little boy who makes me smile just by being yourself.
You are always there for me making me feel special and important.
They will never see such wonderful person as you.
You can't hide that person from me.
Your sweetness is one of a kind and it's irreplaceable.
I have fallen for you so hard I can't get up.
~through her eyes she see's all~
Keep in Touch!
^Nyx-Valentine arrived in our community and started whipping everyone into a frenzy with her relentless desire to bring the Artistic Nude and Fetish galleries to the fore. 9 years later, and it's safe to say that Nyx is not only a leader as a photographer in these galleries, but she has also established herself as a much saught after model. ^... Read More